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[10 Jan 2007|08:34pm] |
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fear is a death trap, close your mouth.
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[10 Jan 2007|07:50pm] |
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people are stupid and i'm losing faith. i think at this point it'd take a freight train to stop me from being happy.
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| that buzzard ate your face |
[03 Jan 2007|05:36pm] |
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i don't know what to say about the new year besides we'll see what comes after it knocks us to the concrete from behind. will our arms break the fall? will we fall flat on our faces? i don't know about changes. the streets are always loud but i can sleep through train wrecks.
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[13 Oct 2006|08:23am] |
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GOOD LUCK IT'S FRIDAY THE 13TH... WELL I HOPE NOBODY NEEDS IT, YOU KNOW, THE LUCK THAT IS.
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[28 Jul 2006|03:44pm] |
my band
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| la la la la life goes on |
[15 Jul 2006|05:05pm] |
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yea, college is going well. my birthday is in a week i'll be 22 on friday the 21st it's also ernest hemmingway's birthday. i think i'm going camping with whomever whats to come along, yea camping birthday party, maybe it'll be fun. so i guess tell me if you're interested... things are good. i have a place to live. i'm in a new band and we're practicing ALOT, mostly working on the songwriting process. i guess we have two or three songs now and we've only been a band for eleven days. i sing, miles plays guitar and taylor plays drums... our first show should be sometime mid august or september if things keep going well. ADD US on myspace www.myspace.com/clinteastwoodboomboom ...yes our name is CLINT EASTWOOD BOOM BOOM ... i'm hungry so peace till later.
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[27 Jun 2006|05:27pm] |
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hello, i think i might be back. i go to school now! um, i've gained 20 pounds in the last month and cut my hairs short and blonde and most of my friends probably don't recognize me... um, rachel and i are getting an apartment in august. this is my first post in i think over a year...................................................................................................................
so i have school on monday and wednesday from 4pm till 11pm and at 5pm and 10pm i stop in downtown seattle... i go to north seattle community college for the next year. uh yea i'm still smart as ever sorry you thought you were so awesome but whatever. checkmate assholes. i don't do any drugs so stop living in the past and making stupid stories about me... even the homeless can rise above. by the way i've been working on some music with miles for the past two years that when we release might be fuck**ing amazing... thanks for waiting. i'll be back more often.
and listen cause... uh... i'm sober and smart. wow!
****oh i almost forgot, the israelis attacked the gaza strip today... oh joy! i wonder what the fvck bush has to say about that........ i mean let's drink alot.. duh durr...
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[10 May 2006|05:41pm] |
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woah. fuckin' 11 months away. it's called self control.
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| FRIENDS ONLY |
[09 Feb 2005|06:05pm] |
so here's where you ask to get added and tell me a reason why.
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| start using your goddamn brain before somebody takes it away! |
[23 Nov 2004|02:35am] |
most of you are poisened by everything society feeds you and you give into it... for a select few of us our vaccine is our intelligence, and sense of logic and reality.
start questioning what you're told and figuring things out for yourself, it's almost simple.
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[12 Nov 2004|05:22pm] |
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haha
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[11 Nov 2004|03:48am] |
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it's no wonder
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| i missed your lips today, but maybe longing makes it better |
[25 Mar 2004|12:02am] |
i'm sick of the sight of this place
lovely similar houses with similar same cars
landscaped yards, wooden fences, and fake cherry blossom trees
patches of "woods" around every coner
perfectly placed funiture
and sparkling clean counter tops
and the hallmark of suburbia -the garbage is always under the fucking sink...
tell the sons and your daughters to be home by 8
they'll fix the dinner while mothers and fathers breakdown for the night
"ooh, work was so hard"... (i sat at my desk for too long)
and thus they caught their migrains today
and the suburbia sleeps
beneath the ominous encircling trees
as the children all sneak out to find lover's dreams
we brought a few ciggarettes
cause the rest were all used up
to fill up time during the day
and this could be beauty or just as easily hell
and the suburbia wakes
the glimmering bird songs fill all the trees
and they'll never stop, no
they were of course all planted here by the suburbia planning commities
the children all flock to their buses
mommy and daddy are too damn busy to drive
"I have to be at work honey, and son I'll try my darndist to make it to your game by 5"
... "oh and just for tonight we changed your curfew to 7, we're having friends over, can you cook us a supper from heaven?"
and the sons misbehave all day, the daughters chase the blues away
so the parents can wonder where they went wrong
maybe if they just listened to our songs...
but it's bedtime at last
leave the porch light on to scare off the burglers
because you know there are many of them here
and the suburbia sleeps
beneath the ominous encircling trees
as the children all sneak out to find lover's dreams
we brought a few ciggarettes
cause the rest were all used up
to fill up time during the day
and this could be beauty or just as easily hell
oh well, oh hell, oh my, oh god, this is suburbia's same song
new song? ... perhaps, well yes
i think after living here for a bit now i could paint a nice picture of this place in words, it's not entirely flatering but there are good things, like good company... and plans to break rules <3
"there are other ways besides choking people to calm yo ass down... for me i watch scarface 50 times, have sex all fucking night, then dress up like a clown and surprise kids at school"
"i'm shutting down the studio unless you walk to queens and get me a sugar cookie!"
watch chapelle's show, or die
Saturday March 27th a special Analog Dreamer acoustic performance
Arlington Books
314 N . Olympic
Arlington WA 98223
cost is $5
7:30 PM
-there will be at least one new song
goodnight to everyone, i am hungry
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[20 Mar 2004|11:09am] |
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i think that everything that i feel is a fleeting glimpse of something better that i can never have
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[11 Mar 2004|12:55am] |
i've been thinking. and well lately my life changes to extremes on a daily basis. i think my emotions are so to say, scattered. well just alot of people give me different feelings and never elaborate on them. <---- that is literally and well also including the small microcosoms of subtext that exist in the body language of everyday life. oh yeah and people who judge people for exploring things should learn to look farther than the world outside their window... there is nothing wrong with a little bit of risky exploration if you know the limits. and i think i know what they are for me. i shouldn't care anyway, but i do.
as ilia would say:
"i do what i want, bitch... i'm outta control!"
heh heh heh heh heh
well this week has been crazy and lots of people want to do things with me this weekend and all i know for sure is i am going to see a movie on saturday(yey!)... everyone else just wants to gererally "hang" at some point so i'll see what i can do in that area just call or make plans or whatever just dont not invite me to the beach and then ask why i wasn't there afterwards anymore.
alright bye for now and <3
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| no cut today, you don't get the chance to not even give this a glance |
[02 Mar 2004|10:53pm] |
my brain and the beating muscle that resides within my chest cavity are so far from eachother as of late. as i slip further into a world of no belongings or possesions i am forced to do nothing but examine myself, others and my surroundings. it is often interesting and insightful teaching me so much about the metaphysical aspects of life -i have no choice but to examine them as these thoughts and feelings are so close to being all i own. and truthfully i've come to realize even if i did have many many material things that in the end all i would own are my own thoughts. things of this world can disappear in a heart beat- possesions, friends, even family can be gone before you even realize they are completely there. although friends and family definately are part of a seperate listing apart from possesions -a listing that is intagibly important -as possesions truely have no meaning other than the sometimes temporary sentimental values we sometimes assign to them.
but the kicker and point of this rambling is that i wish more often in the past that i had thought more about what i am feeling, that i had taken more time to examine the simple beautiful things in our world, and that i had taken more time to just think about the actions of others that inhabit this place with me. i have discovered more about myself in the past few weeks after observing these things about our world than i have ever in any noticable period of time.
and some of you may ask why i'd tell you this. it is to encourage anyone to look at the world under different lights and conditions just to see if all the rules you have set still apply. and if they dont make some new rules or as i have decided -have no rules
but then that is a rule
the world is home of many a unsolved paradox
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